In Struggle...

It's no secret at this point that I have dealt with anxiety for a good portion of my life.  This morning, for reasons I couldn't quite understand, my anxiety level was quite high.  It was painful to not feel in control of my emotions.  All I could do at one point was pace around my office, worrying... worrying... worrying... about unimportant things.  But in those moments of weakness, God's strength and provision shines through.  It shines through in moments where I am brought to my knees (or under my desk, as it were) to pray.  It shines through in moments where friends allow me to be me in all of my "craziness" and struggles.  I would like to see God in more enjoyable things, but the pain reminds me of my need for God.